1. |
Right Now
05:21
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I’m stuck at your hello
I don’t care much for the storm
That follows on from this
I’ll stay outside the danger zone
And I won’t get involved this time
It’s what I want
The price is high and I don’t like
The drama after all
‘Cause when it’s just like this
It’s easier to dream
Though dreams are bittersweet
They’re real enough to me
I don’t need to feel this
I won’t play my role
No, I’m staying on my own
What if I don’t want to know, anymore than I know right now?
What if I don’t want to know anymore at all?
What if I don’t want to go on
What if I’m done trying to figure you out?
What if I don’t want to know anymore at all?
And I’m in two minds
I find your eyes a source a light
That ignite darker times
But when I read between the lines
It’s hard to breathe
And I want make things right
But there’s no time to re-write
Or define what we could be
I’m leaving you behind
Where things are just like this
Our hearts can go be free
Not stuck or in between
That cold and deadened dream
I don’t need to feel this
I won’t play my role
No, I’m staying on my own
What if I don’t want to know anymore than I know right now?
What if I don’t want to know anymore at all?
What if I don’t want to go on
What if I’m done trying to figure you out?
What if I don’t want to know anymore at all?
Though I knew what to do from the start
I wouldn’t choose
To live with or without you
But the distance it tore us apart
‘Til we broke in two
You know it’s the truth, stop living in a lie
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2. |
Teacup Storms
05:09
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You’re underneath my skin
How I wish you’d stuck around then
To me
‘Cause I don’t recall your lips
Their weight, their taste or anything
The sound that they made
Tell me would give it all to me now?
Oh, like how you went and gave it all to him.
I don’t believe the mess I’m in
I could’ve gone somewhere
I could’ve got something more
I don’t need the stress of it
When I’m through with loving you
I just want to feel something
So, tell me would give it all to me now?
Oh like how you went and gave it all to him
‘Cause it’s still raining here, like it’s been for years
Teacup storms are brewing, brewing strong
Oh it’s a lonely road I chose
And I wonder if I’ll ever make it
Out of all this wilderness
Because it really doesn’t make much sense I know
And what makes it so much worse
Is I just can’t quite seem to let you go
So, tell me would you come and give it all to me now?
Oh, like how you went and gave it all to him.
‘Cause it’s still raining here, like it’s been for years
Teacup storms are brewing, brewing strong
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3. |
Never There
04:27
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Eyes lost in the photograph again
Fragmented priceless remains
Painting the memory we share,
Since you left.
I survive but lose in the end,
If you’re never there.
Ties to old times won't let me forget
That you didn’t care,
You didn’t care.
And sometimes I lost my way,
Through the narrow maze of my darker days,
I could show you the ways that I’ve changed
Since you left.
And I hated when we played those games,
Another fight just to fend off the blame
And it hurts to say I've never been the same
Since you left.
I survive, but lose in the end
If you’re never there
Ties to old times won’t let me forget
That you didn’t care,
You didn't care.
I survive, but lose in the end
If you’re never there
Prioritise my own life instead,
‘Cause you wouldn’t care,
You wouldn't care.
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4. |
Beneath the Surface
03:23
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So, have you figured it out?
I’m better by myself
Staring at the wall
And older times you know were priceless
My doubt is like my skin
Ageing made it worse
And time flies,
I've let it all sink in, you can’t be here
It’s not like this path was gold
The high has long gone and subsided, disappeared
But forever I will know
That I was not enough
I fold, what will it be?
Surrounded by my schemes
I’ve written to myself
Floating it would seem
In a tired empty sea
I close my eyes and think of everything we were
Or could’ve been
And I’m here
Moving yet stationary in mind
Wonder how we let things go
It’s all clear: it was just not the right place in time
But forever I will know
That I was not enough
Oh, and I don’t need your love
It’s out of question, I should let these feelings go
I just care too much
You see right through me
Beneath the surface, I’m burning up
And time flies
I've let it all sink in, you can’t be here
‘Cause you still have more to show
And the high has long gone and subsided, disappeared
But forever I will know
That I was not enough
Oh, have you figured it out?
I’m better by myself
Hidden by the wall
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5. |
Let it End
06:16
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The only calling you had found
More snakes then ladders to pull you down
The world keeps tearing at the seams
Harder to live than stay in your dreams
Oh
Don’t let it end
Let it end
Oh
Don’t let it in
Let it in
Pull your head under and see how it goes
Your hair changed colour, your blood it froze
And the world’s still tearing at the seams
Harder to live than stay in your dreams
Oh
Don’t let it end
Let it end
Oh
Don’t let it in
Let it in
Oh
Don’t let it end
Let it end
Oh
You’re running again
And again
Crawl through the wreckage
Your life torn away
Just need more time
To be someone someday
Wait for tomorrow
Or maybe a year
Still left to wonder
At why you’re still here
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6. |
Vitality
04:37
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Remember when seas of grass
Were all you had to hold an afternoon
And still the earth lost its grasp
Countless miles away from freedom in June
Just get through the night
Remember who you want to be
But try as you might
You’re losing your vitality
Don’t lose heart
It’s ok
The things that you thought brought colour
De-saturised and revoked of their life
The liquid has lost its flavour
And all the world can’t wait on its thirst
You tell yourself you will be fine
But you’re on your knees again
Everything you try to get right
Might not work out in the end
It’s ok
Just get through the night
Remember who you want to be
No end in sight
The pain is left to wander free
But try as you might
You’re losing your vitality
Don’t lose heart
It’s ok
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7. |
The Hill
03:56
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Find me on the hill alone
The absentee
The company of my selfish thoughts
Was all I used to need
Then you came to share
The hill one day
I gave up my shell
But could not say
If you felt the same
You’ll find me in the rain alone
The amputee
The victim of a growing hole
Is all I’ll ever be
I’ll wait beside the tree alone
The casualty
The company of a broken heart
And crowds of fallen leaves
In my innocence I gave it all
Wilting canopy is left to fall
Even though I tried to think this through
I would change my mind
to be with you
If you felt the same
Then I told you lies
to comfort you
In the end I tried
To pull us through
Then you left to live
Your life that day
I grew back my shell
And could not say
If you felt the same
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8. |
Fall with Me
05:12
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Look at yourself
Your pockets filled with luck
Your shoes weighed down
By your future
You could try your best
But you’re too damn scared to fail
Inside out
You still ask
Will you fall with me
Into the rain where I have been
All the pain won’t last for long
When I know where you have gone
Look at your health
A graceful way to go
Will you drown
In your lethargy
Becoming yourself
Has costed you so much
Wrong way up
You still shout
Will you fall with me
Into the rain where I have been
All the hate won’t last for long
When I know where you have gone
Look at your life
You’ve doomed yourself to fail
A beautiful day
To make enemies
That cold sense of pride
Swallowed by the climb
Wrong way home
You still cry
Will you fall with me
Into the rain where I have been
All the hate won’t last for long
When I know where you have gone
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